I would say that my life is the perfect mess right now. I've been teetering on the edge of "what's next" and suddenly along comes a huge gust of wind that just pushed me into uncharted territory.
I've been mentally bracing myself for transition for a few years now. I knew it was coming. Denial is a wonderful aid, and busying myself with surface noise and distractions also works well. It's so much easier not to think too deeply or deal with our inner issues.
It's a strange feeling now that the house is eerily silent and nobody is around. I craved silence and solitude for 27 years, as I never had a moment for myself. Ever. For years I just wanted everybody OUT of my house.
Be careful what you wish for.
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