Halloween

Yes, it's a holiday for pagan freaks like myself.  I'm about to go out and participate in Wicca rituals.  Today symbolizes the death cycle.  I also tend to get the blues on Halloween.  I get weepy, sad, nostalgic, and just downright depressed.  I feel so disconnected from everybody and everything, and I am.  To be honest, I really don't care if I live or die.  I'm not impressed with this plane of existence, anyway.